Just the present
I had resented a lot for I was born...
Made up my mind like that those days, today I am so sorry
Saying thank you. I've gotta appreciate. Promised and pledge my word.
Lived a bad life for awhile.
Well, right now, still not completely out of it...
Even give goodwill seems to be twisted in my prime.
I think I had a bit tired.
For those who give their attention, expectation, from heart...
From which moment, it was considered as a big burden.
've been doing great so far, feel a sudden surge- (of miff)
That is just one reason, for me.
Bcos it is fun, and amuses me.
I want to to do it, I want to do it well.
Return to those days. I want to go back.
For me. So once again, I want to live in that way.
I hate that I felt resentment and regret for everything.
've been doing well,
've even worked quit hard and withstood,
've been doing well,
've even worked quit hard and withstood,
Look at the reflection of my mind in the past
Revive the meanings of the words once again.
What is the reason in my heart that I started acting at the beginning?
But nowadays, it's going to change a little bit.
Now, finally.
Don't forget your original intentionRevive the meanings of the words once again.
What is the reason in my heart that I started acting at the beginning?
That is just one reason, for me.
Bcos it is fun, and amuses me.
I want to to do it, I want to do it well.
Return to those days. I want to go back.
For me. So once again, I want to live in that way.
Today, rcvd the congrats, gifts and feelings of friendship from many people....
Heard of a lot of thankful.
At that moment am happy... much more sorry in my heart remaining.
There are many people like me,
It really seemed that I am the one who do not like myself.
Can not accept that in its entirety.
On the contrary, seems I suffered tortures of my own.
Really ashamed and sorry indeed
I hoped that I'd be happier.
On second thoughts,
And then think... why I appeared unhappy
take it into my head... why I was seemed unhappy at that moment?Heard of a lot of thankful.
At that moment am happy... much more sorry in my heart remaining.
There are many people like me,
It really seemed that I am the one who do not like myself.
Can not accept that in its entirety.
On the contrary, seems I suffered tortures of my own.
Really ashamed and sorry indeed
I hoped that I'd be happier.
On second thoughts,
And then think... why I appeared unhappy
Even to think... why I thinks awry, and windingly intertwined with each other.
I am already happy enuf, I am really happy. Unmeritedly.
Do not forget it, gonna give thanks, I promise.
Become a person who is working harder.... and for me.
Become a person who love myself and my life. Decides again.
PS.
Worry a lot, but
Somehow today, a piece of certification...but confession writing.
I think I am able to convey my feelings better. Leave the message like this.
And...
Today is the day that I feel uneasy, I want to say thank you.
Thank you very much! really!! really!!!
More than words can say....thank you.
Translator: Ivy
Copy from MGY's CY diary page
